Why does it hurt so much

Why do i care so much?
why do i still try?
why does it hurt so much when there was never anything there?
why does it make me cry?
why you and not some1 else?
will you ever care?
will you ever be able to dry my tears?
will it always be you?
will you ever get over yourself and open up your eyes?
i ask myself those questions everyday but cant find any answers.
maybe now you might realise what i go through everyday and how much it hurts!